I'm so tired I wanna cry

The title says it all.
The past week has been heretic.
Spent entire past weekend working on the last E&M assignment. Could have done better (should have done better). Still, learned quite a lot so it's all worth it.
Monday. Started preparing for the C.E.
Tuesday. Class. Preparing for the C.E. One of the best things happened that day. I officially (at least I think so?) signed to my current advisor.
The moment I walked out of the HEP assistant's office door, I could almost hear the springy bounciness in my footsteps.
It's a dream I've held fast to for an entire year.
Ever since I decided to come to this school, an exact one year ago.
I've never told others before, but part of the reason I chose this school, was hoping that I could have a chance to work with Prof.M.
I waited.
I observed.
I contemplated.
When it approaches the end of the second quarter, I could feel it's about time.
And so it is.
I am grateful as ever.
Along comes even greater stress.
I told our department executive officer that "thinking of the C.E. could make me wake up in the middle of the night in a panic attack."
And I was not just being dramatical.
The EXAM.

Have been studying for it for the past 3 and a half days.
And today it's Friday and I just feel too weary to keep working.
I guess it's okay to take just one day off?

Watched a bit TV and went downtown late this afternoon: returned a skirt (only 'cos I bought another one when it got further marked down) and the sweetheart dress to Anthro; returned a belt and a dress to WHBM and picked up another belt at WHBM. Sometimes when I'm doing all these buying and returnings and exchanges I feel like someone with an eating disorder: in and out for that fleeting moment of ecstasy.
I guess I have reached some point when I really have too many clothing, so the thing is no longer to fill the closet but to be inspired by it.
Saw this lovely mink wrap on Etsy, not sure whether or not to get it? If yes then it would be the first piece of real fur I own, but the question is when I'd ever have a chance to wear it?
The thing is, before the C.E. I really do not feel like wearing anything particular.

I guess I shall go to bed early tonight,and then work my way through the coming 12 days.

God bless all.