No Iris No Cry

I really wanna cry.
Work work work.
I actually enjoy the work I'm doing.
And I've really been learning a lot in the process.
I really should be happy.
Lecturers. Papers. Notes and textbooks. Assignments. Research.
I am doing sth. I truly love and learning a lot along the way.
But somehow it just does not seem enough.
It just does not feel right.
1. I am working hard.
2. I am working on what I love.
3. I am learning a lot.
4. I still spare myself the time to watch a couple of episodes of "The Practice" or a bit of casual reading&blog browsing.
5. I have packages on the way, new shoes and stuff.
I really should be happy.
Yet I am not.
Sitting alone in my office and suddenly I just would let go and cry a bit.
What is wrong?
Cheer up. Cheer up.
Things will get done.
And I have all the reasons to be grateful.
Maybe I just over-think stuff.
Be happy.

God bless all.